Bicara Kalbu

Salam Kalbu~

Koma xtahu nak conteng pe kt Kalbu arini,, Jz rse nk write somthng on Kalbu,,Koma bkn pndai bab2 nk mengarang or bermadah puitis.. But since Koma dh xda tempt nk bercerita so Koma end up to create a blog. A blog for me to luah prasaan,, Koma da ramai kwn but not all things dat we can share we others,, Dlu Koma da 'best buddy' tp dia gone with the wind ^_________^ ,, Ada tgjwb lg besar dr melayan Koma,, So I lost one of a person that I can share my story2 yg ngarut2. Koma ingt lg dia prnh ckp, ' aku bg ko a shoulder to cry on'. Tapi tu sme years ago. Xpe,dlm ati Koma dia ttp my best buddy. Thanx slama ni jd one of my backbone time ssh2. But something happen lately yg menyebabkan Koma end up with this blog to corat-coret my isi hati. Some one yg Koma syg..............xilang dari Koma, tp makin lama makin jauh and Koma rse one day dia akn ilang. Koma mmg ske story mcm2 dkt dia cz Koma rse dia someone special to me. For me, klu dh jd special ssh sng kte kongsi bersama. So all things dat happen to me akn smpi dkt dia. Tak da tempat lain kte nk share cter klu bkn ngn org plg kte syg cz I trust dat person gler2. Of coz other people would act da same thing with me kn?? Tapi oneday, dia ckp Koma je yg slalu cter kt dia psl life Koma. It sounds like Koma je beriya nk cter, dia xtnya pn. Hancur luluh ati Koma time tu. Tak sangka dia nk ckp mcm tu. Its been almost 4 years kte knl n ttbe awk ckp mcm tu. So slama ni awk iklass ke dgr luahan ati Koma? Since dat, Koma rse jauh sgt dgn dia. Dh tak tahu nk borak ape dgn dia cz i'm afraid nnt sbnrnya dia xnk tau pn.Bila Koma rindu ttbe dia jauh dr Koma. Sdey bkn sket tp byk. Wlpn byk kali dia tgglkn Koma tp Koma ttp syg dia. But Koma xtahu smpi bila Koma akn mcmni. Seksa diri Koma sndri. Nape ssh sgt Koma nk trima yg kte mmg dh xda pape. Although Koma tahu alasan dia munasabah tp kdg2 Koma rse dia dh xsyg Koma. Dia blh trima Koma xda di sisi dia tp Koma ssh nk trma dia xda di sampong Koma n sanggup bwat Koma mcmni. Kalau Koma tahu mcmni sktnya involve in dis situations, from da beggining lg Koma xkn involve.Koma tau Koma akn ok but it will take times......Long longgg time.. Koma tgh cuba build life without 'dia' tp Koma harap we will be back like we are before.....soon........... At this moment, Kalbu menangis lagi.. Missing someone dat we love is really hurt..Hurt me too much..

Kalbu,

be strong....