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Semalam exhausted giler... Many things Koma bwat semalam.. All things to prevent me remember someone and something... Memang Koma avoid gler2 nk ingt hal-hal lama.. Like people said, nak berjaya jangan pandang ke belakang, think 4 da future.. tapi kadang-kadang kite kna pandang ke belakang untuk nak jadikan perkara lepas sebagai iktibar or juz sweet memories to heal everything dat was inside our heart.. Koma cuba untuk bz kn diri tapi papepn Koma still sedih.. Preventing ourselves to make something dat we like is not something dat can make us better but become worse.. Koma rindu akan dia.. Did dat person tak rase ke macam Koma rase?? Maybe dah lama kenal make him have no feelingssssssss..... Koma produce 'hujan' semalam.. Memang stress sgt.. Tak boleh nk fokus and memang xbercakap ngn orang.. Untuk nk hiburkan hati, Koma dengar lagu tapi...tapi.... tapi.... bukan lebih ok tapi lagi teruk.. All those song reminds me to dat person.. Tu pasal bwat Koma lagi jiwa kacau.. No place for me to share the pain inside me and no shoulder for me to cry on.. so dis is it... Kalbu Koma is da best choice.. Koma xtahu nak tulis ape tapi lirik lagu ni shows my feeling 2 3 ari ni... Bila dengar rse nak nangis gler-gler.. tapi tak pe Koma is a strong person.. u can do it!! Aja!! 

SEPI SEKUNTUM MAWAR MERAH

Berulang kali kumencuba
Memujuk hati
Lupakan semua
Kenangan...

Namun mimpi bertemu lagi
Di saat engkau
Tiada di sisi...

Ku berpegang pada janji
Tercipta ... antara kita dulu
Hilangmu tiada berganti
Biarlah ... begini

Ku belayar di lautan
Tidak bertepian
Sesekali disedarkan
Ombak yang mendatang
Aku seperti hilang
Punca arah dan ... tujuan

Aku puisikan namamu
Bersama rindu
Di dalam sendu ...

Better Togther..Hopefully "__

Lirik lagu ni best.. Koma suka sgt.. Rentak n lirik lagu ni buat ati rse tersentuh plus tgk klip video weeding Anas+Razleen use dis song sbg tema, make dis song soooo sooooo soooo sweet to me..

Better Together

There's no combination of words

I could put on the back of a postcard

No song that I could sing

But I can try for your heart,

our dreams, and they are made out of real things

like a shoebox of photographs

with sepia-toned loving

Love is the answer

at least for most of the questions in my heart, like

Why are we here? And where do we go?

And how come it's so hard?

It's not always easy and

sometimes life can be deceiving

I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Mmmm, It's always better when we're together

Yeah we'll look at the stars and we're together

Well, it's always better when we're together

Yeah it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments

just might find their way into my dreams tonight,

But I know that they’ll be gone

when the morning light sings

and brings new things

for tomorrow night you see

that they’ll be gone too,

too many things I have to do

But if all of these dreams might find their way

into my day to day scene

I'd be under the impression

i was somewhere in between

With only two,

Just me and you,

Not so many things we got to do

or places we got to be

We'll sit beneath the mango tree, now,

Yeah It's always better when we're together

Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together

Well, it's always better when we're together

Yeah, it's always better when we're together

[MmmMmmmmMmm, Mmm MMmmM]

I believe in memories

they look so, so pretty when I sleep

Hey now, and when I wake up,

you look so pretty sleeping next to me

But there is not enough time,

There is no, no song I could sing

and there is no combination of words I could say

but I will still tell you one thing

We're Better together

Bicara Kalbu

Salam Kalbu~

Koma xtahu nak conteng pe kt Kalbu arini,, Jz rse nk write somthng on Kalbu,,Koma bkn pndai bab2 nk mengarang or bermadah puitis.. But since Koma dh xda tempt nk bercerita so Koma end up to create a blog. A blog for me to luah prasaan,, Koma da ramai kwn but not all things dat we can share we others,, Dlu Koma da 'best buddy' tp dia gone with the wind ^_________^ ,, Ada tgjwb lg besar dr melayan Koma,, So I lost one of a person that I can share my story2 yg ngarut2. Koma ingt lg dia prnh ckp, ' aku bg ko a shoulder to cry on'. Tapi tu sme years ago. Xpe,dlm ati Koma dia ttp my best buddy. Thanx slama ni jd one of my backbone time ssh2. But something happen lately yg menyebabkan Koma end up with this blog to corat-coret my isi hati. Some one yg Koma syg..............xilang dari Koma, tp makin lama makin jauh and Koma rse one day dia akn ilang. Koma mmg ske story mcm2 dkt dia cz Koma rse dia someone special to me. For me, klu dh jd special ssh sng kte kongsi bersama. So all things dat happen to me akn smpi dkt dia. Tak da tempat lain kte nk share cter klu bkn ngn org plg kte syg cz I trust dat person gler2. Of coz other people would act da same thing with me kn?? Tapi oneday, dia ckp Koma je yg slalu cter kt dia psl life Koma. It sounds like Koma je beriya nk cter, dia xtnya pn. Hancur luluh ati Koma time tu. Tak sangka dia nk ckp mcm tu. Its been almost 4 years kte knl n ttbe awk ckp mcm tu. So slama ni awk iklass ke dgr luahan ati Koma? Since dat, Koma rse jauh sgt dgn dia. Dh tak tahu nk borak ape dgn dia cz i'm afraid nnt sbnrnya dia xnk tau pn.Bila Koma rindu ttbe dia jauh dr Koma. Sdey bkn sket tp byk. Wlpn byk kali dia tgglkn Koma tp Koma ttp syg dia. But Koma xtahu smpi bila Koma akn mcmni. Seksa diri Koma sndri. Nape ssh sgt Koma nk trima yg kte mmg dh xda pape. Although Koma tahu alasan dia munasabah tp kdg2 Koma rse dia dh xsyg Koma. Dia blh trima Koma xda di sisi dia tp Koma ssh nk trma dia xda di sampong Koma n sanggup bwat Koma mcmni. Kalau Koma tahu mcmni sktnya involve in dis situations, from da beggining lg Koma xkn involve.Koma tau Koma akn ok but it will take times......Long longgg time.. Koma tgh cuba build life without 'dia' tp Koma harap we will be back like we are before.....soon........... At this moment, Kalbu menangis lagi.. Missing someone dat we love is really hurt..Hurt me too much..

Kalbu,

be strong....

311~ After Long Time..

Salam Kalbuku~

Ku ketuk kalbuku,

Diam tak berbahasa,

Ku ketuk lagi

Menanti jawapan dari mu

tapi sayamg..

Sepi..Kaku..

Kalbu..

Ingin ku teroka dirimu

Mencari jawapan yang tak pasti

Kenapa diri mu begini?

Sepi tanpa bicara

Hanya yang ku dengar sayup-sayup

Esak tangis mu

tapi tidak kelihatan dirimu..

Kalbu,

Ku tahu kau mendengar..

Tabah kan hati mu sayangku

Kuatkn semangatmu

Dekatkn hatimu

pada Tuhan yang satu

Kerna padaNya tempat mu

mencari ketenangan

ABADI..

3years 11 months-jgn menangis kalbu..