Perjalanan Kehidupan

Salam~

After long time, Kalbu need some changes..Same goes to me..Koma rase Koma perlu mengubah diri Koma yg sekarang..To be a GOOD MUSLIMAH..InsyaAllah..Koma harap at least xdpt b'ubh byk,sket pn jd..

Koma dah nk masuk 22tahun..Ape yg Koma bwat selama ni??Rse mcm byk lg yg Koma kna blaja..Byk dosa yg Koma dh bwat..Kalau la ditakdirkan ALLAH roh terpisah dr jasad, pe yg Koma ada sebagai bekalan hidup..

Untuk AWK..sabar la ye..

Reunion unite us together..

As time pass away, hubgn kite seme still go on... we keep trying to unite us together.. our friendships teach us many things.. love... caring.. responsible.. respect... and many things.. sharing my life with all of you teach me everything also..hargai gler persahabatn yg korg hulur.. and terharu gler 4 da lurve yg korg bg... rse mcm nk ngis...today kte seme da reunion.. mle2 mcm jz nk jmpe2 korg kjp je.. then ttbe exctd gler.. you all mmg sporting gler.. cz rsenya mse sek knl korg rse mcm korg skema gler... n da most important thing, da jgk antra skolmte Koma yg Koma xprnh ckp dlu ttbe time reunion ni jd mcm dh knl lma... like people said, klu nk cri jodoh g la reunion..

hehehe... tp Koma bkn nk cri jodoh jz cari kwn lma yg ilang.. nk mencari kasih syg antra kite seme supaya xilang.. org lain myb xfhm mcmna syg nya Koma kt korg seme.. dr yg baik suam2 kuku till yg mmg Koma kamceng gler... asal nmanya korg seme ex skolmate Koma, 'i lurve u all'.. td byk sgt amik gmbr ngn korg... klu korg nk kate Koma ni gedik ke pe xpe la ... up to you down to me.. yg penting Koma byk memori ngn korg n menda tu seme iklas dr ati Koma.. xda adiah yg Koma blh nk bg kt korg seme tp hanya doa yg Koma slalu kirimkn sbg tanda trima kasih n syg Koma to all of u.. no words to say to describe my feeling today.. my dearie also called mse reunion tu.. klu la dia da time reunion tu msti bes.. msti kwn2 kite leh amik gmbr kite byk2 kn...xpe la.. nxt time reunion lg awk join k...lurve u also~~

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Salam~
Today my sis punya besday...epi sgt arini..Koma guna mse yg ada ngn my beloved family.. g kenuri kawen one of my fren punya sis... then mlm plak g sambut besday adik... kebetulan plak arini pn besday my uncle.. so ktrg g sambut dkt secret receipe.. mkn skali dgn fmly pak andak n mak cu.. sronok kejar2 my kezen..me...take lots of pic... thanx daddy cz blnja mkn... luv u lots... sok da reunion my exshoolmate.. rindu nk jmpe kwn2 (rindu nk jmpe si dia jgk)... tp ble kenang esok ari ahad... sdey plak.. cz nnt ble stat je isnin dh byk keja kna buat.. erm.. mlsnya.. ttbe teringat plak.. arini ari yg bes  sbb someone chat ngn Koma.. Rse mcm dihargai gler ( wlpn menda tu sekadar chatting je ^_______^)..srnk sgt dpt chat ngn dia.. wlpn bg Koma kjp je tp dat time mmg berharga sgt.. thanx awk cz sudi luangkn mse chat ngn sya.. awk nk exm kn.. sya doakn awk berjaya.. belajar rjn2 k.. ingt harapan fmly awk yg juh tu.. n harapan sya jgk for the future nnt :).. awk,today really miss u.. xsbr nk jmpe awk.. take care k.. miss u lots..

Me..Lurve you..

..::H=I=K=M=A=H::..

Salam Kalbu.. Kalbu sehat arini??? Dah kena baja ke??Air cukup utk suburkn Kalbu??Semoga slalu dekat dgn Allah.. Kalbu,arini Koma nk corat-coret sket pe yg ada dlm kotak fius utama Koma skrg ni.. Kalbu, Koma sdey sgt 2 3 arini.. Koma dapat rezuk tax tapi sgt xmemberangsangkan n sgt mengecewakan.. Koma xsangka rezuk Koma sgt teruk.. Kecewa sgt2.. cz Koma bukan xusaha n Koma rse usaha Koma tu xda la smpi blh dpt rezuk yg mcm tu teruk.. Koma xkecwa sgt ble Koma fail tp yg Koma sdey cz org pndng Koma ni bodoh.. Koma bkn nk dri ni di puji or disanjung org rmi.. tp cukup sekadar org xpndg rendh dkt kite.. yang plg bwat Koma kcwa, Koma rse kwn Koma sndri yg pndg Koma sblh mata.. Nape xda nk tnya rezuk Koma or bg support kt Koma??lgsg xckp pape ble tau Koma antra ranking last dlm kls.. Kalu Koma kt tmtp korg, Koma msti bg support.. pujuk so dat korg xkcwa sgt n bg semangat supaya after dis korg dpt perbaiki kelemahan.. tp when it times for me to face da situations.. who cares for me??who do they cares?? xda sapa pn.. xdgr lgsg suara lunak korg.. how frust i am at dat time.. tp buat-buat epi je.. Someone told me dat "mybe it is not da time for you to get an achievement, maybe da hikmah. Allah syg kn kite so sbb tu kite dpt mcm tu.. maybe klu kite dpt pe yg kite nk kte jd sombong or riak".. tu la kata-kata hikmat yg Koma prnh dgr dlu.. so when dis happen, Koma amik nasihat org tu sbg pengubt jiwa.. bagi Koma rezeki Koma da kt tempt lain.. and menda ni jgk sebagai peringatan kt Koma cz Koma rse maybe Koma da bwat dosa n ini balasannya..Koma dh da semangat nk blaja skrg..hopefully semangat tu kekal dgn Koma smpi akhir semester..

"I don't want to shining brightly but just a little bit shiny"

  

Sorry

Orang ckp pemikiran laki n pompn tu berbeza..Btol ke?? Koma stuju ngn ayat tu.. mmg laki n pompn berbeza pendapat n fahaman.. so mcmna nnt nk hidup sepanjang hayat ngn pasangan kite ble msuk alam perkahwinan.. xpe, org ckp menda tu membuatkn kite saling melengkapi.. tapi btol ke blh?? insyaAllah.. klu da niat yg baik n usha yang berterusan utk nk kklkn hubungan tu insyaAllah perkahwinan tu akan berkekalan.. 

Koma xtau la menda yg Koma bwat ni btol ke x.. Kite ni perlu sgt ke jujur ngn pasangan kite? maybe da certain menda kite ptt cter n maybe certain things juz keep it secretly in our heart.. bwat mcm tu akan setel kn all problems ke?? Koma pn xtau.. Koma xreti nk luahkn perasaan lagi2 ble mrah n sdey.. Ladies ske menyuarakan pe yg diorg rse tapi dlm bentuk tersirat.. dia akan ckp xnk tp dlm hati sbnrnya nk sgt.. so laki kna pandai2 fhm lenggok bhasa pompn.. tp laki ni lurus sket.. diorg xske pkir menda2 yg tersirat ni... diorg ske yg tersurat je.. so nnt mula la yg pompn ni mkn ati.. ladies plak kna menerima keadaan ni.. dh sape suh korg dpt teman mcm tu.. hehee... nsib bdn la~~..Koma dah tunjuk something dkt dia tp Koma rse dia terasa sgt ngn pe yg Koma tulis.. Koma jz luahkn perasaan Koma, pe yg Koma rse n pe yg Koma pkir..cz bile directly ngn dia Koma xdpt nk bgtau pe Koma rse.. tapi menda ni bkn niat Koma nk lukakn ati dia jz try to settle da problem between us.. Hopefully dia fhm.. Koma mntk maaf sgt2 klu menda ni make you hurt more.. we need to settle dis problem.. n i don't know how.. sya syg awk.. mmg btol sya syg.. forgive me my dear~  

i really..really.. do...

to be jealousy is good or not?? u tell me...

Semalam Koma on9 n chat dgn dia. Bukan niat Koma xda mood nk chat ngn dia.. Koma nk sgt chat dgn dia tp Koma sdey cz slalu ble Koma mmg nk chat ngn dia, rindu, msti dia da hal.. nk kuar la.. g masak la.. nk g amik gmbr la.. byk btol aktiviti dia.. Koma xtau tu alasan ke pe n Koma cbe think +ve bout dat.. tapi sakit nya ati ni ble nk menahan rindu.. Koma cbe utk bwat menda sma kt dia tp Koma xmampu.. menyakitkn ati dia sma jgk menambah luka kt ati Koma.. Koma xtau tu tindakan yg btol ke x.. tp Koma tkt menda tu mkn dri sndri.. Bg Koma kdg2 dia ego.. mcm yg dia slalu ckp 'xmachoo'.. perlu ke seme tu?? myb laki kna jge maruah dri.. dh tu pompn xpyh ke?ntah.. Koma pn tau.. Koma syg dia tp hati Koma kuat bgtau yg ktrg mybe xda jodoh.. mmg dia slalu bgtau dia syg Koma n dia xkn cari lain.. tp action dia xda yg blh bwat Koma yakin.. Koma tau, dia akn kol Koma bila dia rindu.. tp klu dia xda prasaan dia bwat xtau je kt Koma.. senang je kn jadi mcm tu.. after dh bosan tinggal.. dulu klu da slh fhm kite discuss sma2.. tp skrg seme kelemahan Koma jd alasan.. mlm td Koma mimpi dia.. lately bila dh xda pape slalu mimpi tp ble ok, epi, xda lgsg mimpi.. ble bgn Koma jd sdey sgt.. rindu gler.. Koma on9.. Koma cbe jd ego.. xnk tego dia cz Koma tkt klu tego dia xbls lg Koma sdey.. ntah mcmna, Koma tego jgk.. dgn hrapan dia bls blk.. tp after bbrp min dia xbls.. Koma kcwa.. kn Koma dh agk jd mcmni.. dh tau dia xbls tp degil jgk nk tego dia.. kn dh sdey!!! ttbe Koma nmpk dia offline.. nape awk kejam sgt??oneday saya mybe akan ckp kt awk yg sya dh xda prasaan kt awk wlpn sya tau mmg sya syg gler kt awk.. tp nk bwat mcmna.. drpd awk tgglkn sya bek sya tgglkn awk dlu.. cz klu kna tggl lg skt dr meninggalkan..

awk..sya tgk fb awk.. awk comment2 kt profile sorg dak pompn ni.. slama ni sya xjeles pn klu awk bls comment ngn pompn len tp skrg sya jeles yg amat.. junior awk tu cntk.. pandai.. n sya nmpk dia mcm sopan je..xmcm saya..sya rse tergugat sgt.. dlm keadaan mcm ni, sya tau kasih n syg awk msti blh ilang utk sya kn..dia sma negeri ngn awk..sya tkt n rsau.. tp ble pkir.. pe hak sya nk cemburu mcm tu kn.. xpe la, awk still da hak utk memilih lg kn..awk ngn sya bkn da pape.. after wut happen to me, myb you deserves better women than me.. xpe la..lbh bek sya kecewa skrg dr kecewa kemudian hari..awk,sya cbe sakitkn ati awk dgn comment fb dak laki len.. tp sya rse awk bce n it become worse..hbgn kite mcm dh xleh nk selamat.. xpe la wak..sya psrah je..tp bwat mse ni, sya still syg awk..tlg wak,jgn bwat sya sdey lg..plez...

FRIENDSHIP means lot to me

Salam Kalbu.. still bersedey lagi ke??hehe... hidup akan lebih tenang ble kte dekat dengan Tuhan n gud fren beside us.. Koma dh makin blh trima keadaan Koma lately.. Maybe Koma bz sgt so Koma blh lpeakn kenangan2 yg blh bwat Koma rse sdey.. Xpe, da time for me to be epi with someone will come someday n somewhere.. Nak control our feelings mmg ssh.. kadang2 blh rse nk ngis tp xda sbb nape.. n kadng2 rse mcm nk mrh org tp xda sapa bwat slh ngn kite... nape jd mcm tu ek?? Koma pn xfhm.. menda2 mcm tu pn slalu jd kt Koma.. kdg2 mrh dkt diri sndri cz xreti nk control emosi.. ble pkir2 blk.. dat's why kot my `someone special' dh xsyg kt Koma.. terlalu emosi.. hehee... xlarat nk lyn perangai Koma mcm tu..kuikuikui :) .. lately, Koma slalu rse nk mrh kt kwn Koma.. Koma tahu Koma syg diorg tp kadang2 geram tu ada.. diorg baik dgn Koma tp kdg2 diorg blh jd selfish.. Koma xske nk berkire ngn org yg Koma rapat n syg tp once klu org tu dh bwat menda Koma xske, Koma akan bwat menda yg sma kt dia.. mcm org ckp, you deserves wut you get.. tp when da time comes, rse berslh plak nk bwat jht.. rse mcm busuk ati gler.. cz diorg bkn la jht pn, byk je diorg dh tlg Koma.. Koma je kot yg xreti bersyukur dpt kwn mcm tu.. xpe la, people not perfect kn?? myb da menda yg Koma bwat pn sbnrnya diorg xske, who knows.. Koma da prnh bce dlm satu blog ni.. dia tulis, ble berkwn jgn malu nk say sori,, jgn mlu nk ckp trima kasih n jgn malu nk ckp syg.. Koma stuju ngn pendapat tu cz bg Koma bkn seme org ni sntsa buat bail.. msti kdg2 sedar or x kte menyakitkn ati org.. expecially our best fren cz diorg la org yg plg dekt n slalu ngn kite so probability n make them hurt tinggi.. so ble dh mcm tu kte kna slalu say sori n say thanx.. biar kwn kite akn rse dihargai n disayangi.. jgn malu nk mengaku kesalahan diri.. kite sbg manusia xlari dr bwat kesilapan.. to all my fren... i'm so sori klu da bwat slh n thanx byk bantu Koma.. luv u all!!

p/s : to my lurve, nape byk sgt alasan awk bg kt saya??nape dkt other ladies awk blh say something but not to me... i think my lurve makin lama makin kurang 4 u.. it's all because u keep make my heart hurt.. keep hurting me..n my scar are going to heal one day and dat time i think my feelings 4 you are frozen.. freeze..